A month ago today I moved into my apartment. It's hard to believe it has already been that long.
It still doesn't seem real to me. I keep waiting for something to happen but then I realize that this IS my life now.
I cry a lot now. I think I've shed more tears in the last month than I did all last year. I miss my kids and feel like I'm losing them. I try to reach out to them but they don't seem to be interested. Everyone says give them time, which is what I'm trying to do. But it's still hard.
I'm trying to be happy but it's just so damn hard.
---Posting from my iPhone every day in 2010
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